An odd feeling

I've never had my evenings to myself, here at school. About to change, because tonight is my last shift of my [evening] job. 

I feel a little peaceful, a little disconcerted, a little worried, and a little excited.

 peaceful because I don't have scheduling stress,

                          disconcerted about becoming lazy with evenings to myself,
                                  
                                                   worried about not finding a replacement job

                                                                               excited because maybe now I can have a real college kid life